I awoke on Sunday morning several days ago to a few exclamatory texts wishing me a “Happy Chinese New Year!” Because our home was quiet, it had felt like any other lazy Sunday morning. But after seeing those texts, I immediately thought about all the celebrations that must be happening on the other side of the world. I remembered how fun it was being part of those festivities, and my groggy eyes darted to the little pinwheel sitting on my shelf. Even though it’s been two years since I hand-carried this fragile souvenir back home, I still recall the satisfaction and happiness when the pinwheel spun for the first time in my hands.

The 4 Chinese characters translate to having your heart’s desires become a reality. I want to say that my heart’s desires from 2 years ago have been fully fulfilled (I was a 5th year college student. I most likely just wanted to soak in all the opportunities abroad and to make some money at my first job. Check and check). However, fast forward two years, and my heart’s desires have certainly evolved. It’s exciting to know that in the future, we will probably want something that we haven’t even yet thought about in the present day. (Makes sense, right?)
I recall a quote by Randy Pausch in his Last Lecture. He said,
“Wait long enough and people will surprise and impress.”
But I think the sweet twist to that quote is when we surprise and impress our own selves.
Like many of my peers, I don’t know exactly what I want, but if the rough draft version of my heart’s desire does become a reality, then I would be celebrating these Chinese New Year festivities in the middle of all the action a couple zodiac signs from now. The idea is bold, a bit crazy, and “dramatic” as a friend has called it. But maybe this not-so-fleeting thought just has the right amount of excitement and risk (with a hefty splash of scary) to it, because I somehow can’t shake it.
Who knows what the future will bring — but moreover, who knows what we will bring to the future? Happy Year of the Serpent, and “Xin Xiang Shi Chung” to all. =)





